Shoulda, woulda, couda….
Well, I should quit smoking! I did at one point for quite a while, until my dear cousin had a terrible accident and we weren’t sure if he would make it. Smoking certainly didn’t help the situation but at the time (seeing as I am in recovery), smoking was definitely the lesser of all of the evils I could’ve picked up something far worse. As far as my woulda, well of course if I could go back I would not have bought that damned pack of buts that night. And I should’ve quit again the minute he was in the clear. But, I didn’t.
I hate that I smoke, it is a nasty habit that need to leave m life. I will never give up trying, I am worth so much more than what smoking had to offer to me. I gave up control of my life for far too long for addiction, I dont want to die being a hostage to my smoking. An quite frankly, it gives me premature wrinkles that I am far too young to have. JUST SAY NO!